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i LOsT my voice...>.<" blEH* sigh im at school atm and im sick and i cant talk properly....and im listenin to peaches and cream!! lol ^-^ hrmmm... im still waiting...........he hasnt sed netink yet...hez acting as if nothing has happened....and it is killing me..!! i reali wana knooo...i reali NEED to kno!! this song...by human nature..is kinda how i am feeling right now..><

HUMAN NATURE LYRICS---When You Say You Love Me

I've been watching you from afar
And the way you make your way round the bar
You laugh like you're really entertained
And you smile like it's your favourite game
Now you move in closer to me

And our eyes are connected emotionally
Not lookin' for a one night stand
Or a place for a broken heart to mend
I know everybody here wants to hold you
I know what it's like 'cause I feel the same
When you look in my eyes
There's a part of me that's still afraid

[chorus]
When you say you love me - do you mean it?
Baby when you hold me do you feel it?
Should I believe the magic in your eyes?
I'll be waiting till the end of time
To hear you say you love me like you mean it
Baby when you hold me, make me feel it
All I wanna do is make you mine
I been hurt way too many times
They say if you wanna make god laugh

Then all you gotta do is tell him your plans
I know that the timings not right
Didn't know I would meet you tonight
It's not that I don't really like the attention

Cause I feel like the only man in the room
Are you really sincere?
Is it just something that you do?

[chorus]

Again and again and again
I've been hurt my friend to the end
Though I high I been low I got no place left to go
Again and again and again when will this searching end

[chorus]

......siiighhh~~~bleh*
+saranghae+ sighh i onli can wait and see how he feels for me.... our one month is tmr...and siigh i dun tink he rmbrs...>< sigh...i reali like himm v much and .......
bleh im soo confused..wit the silence that he is givn to me......
i want an answer.....bt now im afraid...of the result....and how he reali feels....
rejection is one thing that i have been putting up wit for most of my life and sigh i guess i needa prepare myself fo the worste coz as they all say.... all good things come to an end...
and now i wait .....i got nothing to do..iv done my part, iv told him how i feel...and now it all up to himm....
i luv u boi........ w a i t i n g ....sigh*
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